How I Photographed My Feelings

the pipi

Dont Mess with The Myra Lisya

my niece-die pandai buat muke!

niece again. cuddle. cuddly

the little fingers-my niece

Kenny '08

credit to Alan for this pic but not the tulip. it's an another pic.this is the original pic of the tulip

my little sisters

sadness and sorrow

..money cant buy..

my youngest sister

one of my fav ring

my youngest sis and her school trip

me. the photographer

my youngest sis

my shoes

the Greenies

swiss 06-interlaken

sesat di swiss. itu kaki muni-swiss 06.

suddenly i feel like "photoshopping"
i love photography. my forever passion.
i think it (the passion) runs in our (my family) bloods.
proof: my big sis, lil bro and lil sis lurve photography too. surprised heh?
i like photo editing.
i like to be in cameras *grin*
a camera freak.
my super wishlist: a DSLR. Nikon.

The Best Listener

i'd be the best listener if u want me to.
i'd be the best friend if u need me.
i'll be there when the going gets tough.

if u know what u want, go and grab it.

dia takkan datang utk kali ke 2.
hargai peluang yg ada di depan mata.
jangan kau biar dia pergi lagi.

all the best ok buddy!

later.

xoxo

The Extreme Disgust

u caused an extreme disgust. early in the morning. just like a nausea. yikes!!
but luckily im not a preggy woman. Yet.
just say anything u want to say. stick on the wall every single thing that bothers u.

lalalala...~

On The Floor

early morning i woke up and realised that my AVG Antivirus wasn't working. Failed to re-install it.
sent my lappy to clinic (Cics) to fix it.
consequently, i was late to Management and Marketing class. 5 mins late i think. as i walked, i was thinking.."nak pegi kelas ke tak ni.."
notty thoughts i know.
i arrived late. i looked at the whole lecture theater. as expected, all seats taken. the class was full with mechanical and EE students.
i can see Amru looked at me and smiled widely. haha..i found my seat now.
it's....on the floor! no wonder Amru pun senyum2 sebab he was welcoming me to join him sitting on the floor.
but okla. it's pretty cool when u hafta seat on the floor in lecture theater. biler lagi kan nk rase experience gini?hakhak..
so dlm 50 mins tu aku, Amru, Nazri and 2 other guys in front of me terpakse dgr lecture sambil melabuhkan punggung di atas lantai. imagine it !
tapi ok je.
Dalam pada tu aku ade gak mengerling pada Han, Ati and the rest di suatu sudut. oh gembiranya mereka dpt duduk di kerusi empuk. hehe.

balik rumah, ade pm hezzi. macam biaser la hezzi.
"amacam, kematu tak bunt** ko dalam kelas tadik?"

nyampah. haha.

walau kene duduk di lantai aku bahagia.

The Decision

i had this one friend.
we were friends for quite some times.
but we had this kinda complicated friendship. ah if u know what i mean.

today or maybe these days i keep thinking. about us.
i feel not comfortable of what is happening. between us. not good. not right. complicated. grey area. no black and white.

hence, today i found the guts. gathered all the strength in myself. i made a decision.
to quit.
from this complication.
i told him i cant do this anymore. with you, i cant find the intersection point. we always go parallel.

just like that.
it's not easy u know..to do this.
to you: i dont hate you. dont get me wrong. the decision made without hatred.
i guess i just lost a friend. i didn mean to.
im sorry.

*my life is great..friends are like colors in my life. if i lose one, i need a better blending options to replace the missing ones*