Merajuk lah,

suatu petang yang hening dan sibuk. perut pedih, gastrik datang menyerang. setelah hampir setahun tak datang.
then i called mommy:

Z: mak tengah wtper?
M: oh tengah tengok citer korea ni..
Z: o yeke..ermm..ermm..takpela..tanak kacau mak la..

*pause for 1 minute. maybe mommy was concentrating on her fav tv channel*

M: oo..ok..takpela gitu..
Z: ok mak, nanti orang call lain. (wawawawa je dlm hati)

kemudian, gastrik makin menjadi. nak merajuk lah. huurfff..

ok, mengada ja lebih. but since lately i was busy, so macam termerajuk. it has been almost 3 or 4 days tak call mommy. (sebab i used to call her selang sehari just to check on mommy)

ok, itu satu hal. another thing is, saya mahu merajuk dengan nanie. sebab..dia kan..salu dapat pegi SPA tapi..murah maa..indon kan memang murah je SPA die..
then boleh pulak die nak pegi picnic dengan SO7. ok, i admit lah takdelah minat banget sama itu SO7 but hey..picnic kot..(hahahah over plak mlm ni)


** today i got a new haircut. layered. washed and blow dry. berapa? jangan tanya la, sebab macam kene cancel niat nak bli baju kegemaran. wuwuwuw..:( **

ok nanie, jealous. bye! wek

Petanda atau Sekadar Tanda?

yeah people, hectic week i should call it. been busy with report writing and presentation. now agak lega sebab sudah submit..thanks Allah..u made it easy for us:)

sekarang musim exams pule..
someone gave this video to me.
saya sangat suka short film ni. enough said. Thanks :)














later..

Boneka dan Drama Tiada Penonton (Dont Look Back In Anger)

bila MARAH, satu benda kita buat pun susah nak menjadi. lagi teruk bila langsung tak jadi.
jangan dilayan sangat marah tu, tarik nafas dalam dalam.
1..2...3...haaaahh...

kalau tak berjaya juga, cuba bangun dan cuba mundar mandir.
tak kurang juga? pergi ambil wuduk. tapi kalau saya, saya suka mandi terus. sebab saya rasa dengan bau wangi shower gel akan dapat legakan perasaan yang tak sedap.

tapi saya tau, bau wangi shower gel takkan dapat bisa halau syaitan kan? tapi sekurang kurang nya dapat beri motivasi kepada diri untuk rasa rileks.

ok, enough cakap pasal marah.
next, an open letter to a friend.
"kamu, sampai bila hidup itu hendak berlandaskan caturan manusia lain? bukankah kita ada kehendak masing masing? bukankan kita ada pendirian masing masing? sampai bila mahu ikut sahaja telunjuk manusia lain yang makin hari makin enak memanipulasi diri mu?

melainkan itu memang kehendak kamu, saya tidak boleh tolong, kaku diam melihat saja kamu jadi boneka."

maaf, saya ini pemerhati bersuara, malah menganggap kamu itu sahabat baik saya. harus saya suarakan dari duduk berdiam sahaja melihat drama kamu di pentas tiada penonton itu.

oh , baru perasan dah lama tak buat entri serius begini.

sekian, kerja banyak. kepala pening, badan lesu tetapi harus teruskan bekerja.

*take care*

Bertemu dan Berpisah

mase zaman sekolah dulu ada nyanyi lagu 'bertemu dan berpisah adat manusia biasa..?' i think that song is..is..cute hehe.

Last Thursday i had this IET Presentation by the final year students. We had our project posters exhibited as well as the presentations of our project.

Some pictures of us:

Group yang menang. Note the only Malay guy in the group. Proud of him ;)

Remember I told you about my favourite lecturer? Guess..guess which one..hehe (oh sungguh berusaha untuk ambil gambar ni tau)

Favourite mates. Definitely going to miss you guys

MC of the day

There were quite many times Evan and Vivian ajak badminton tapi disebabkan oleh kekangan masa, kami sentiasa batalkan niat untuk bersuka riadah itu. Oh did I tell you that Evan was surprised to know that I am not going to do PhD and stay here after my graduation? He thought I was going to stay. Oh tak kot, I just cant wait to go back to Malaysia adala. However, he planned to visit Malaysia this year or next year. Plan saja, mungkin jadi mungkin tidak. Before we graduate Evan, Vivian and me planned to go for a trip. Where? dont know yet, lepas exams la tapi. The event took 4 hours to finish! penat. enough said. :S

Yesterday I got my laptop power adapter and my PS3!!! with a singstar game (Vol. 2) and two microphones. hehe happy ! :D

Saya Rasa Macam Stress :S

hari ni saya tunggu lagi parcel dari Royalmail. Pakcik postman, bila lah kamu nk dtg bawak power adapter laptop saya? :(((((

Setiap kali bunyi kereta yang stop depan rumah dan menutup atau buka pintu kereta, saya terasa macam pakcik posmen. ah ah ah ..pathetic pulak :(

oh ya, sekarang saya rasa perlu jumpa family saya. please, i need them!!! :(
saya juga rasa kurang keyakinan. but suddenly i found this somewhere :)

written by my bestie, Puteri Sarah Ayu. :)
"dearest zack..i'm so touched when u really appreciate my words to u..i'm very proud of u today gorgeous!! u r so strong and energetic and the only girl i knew who can turn impossible things to reality.i still remember ur laughter and tears. u always tell me,nothing is impossible..live up ur dreams zack..friends forever..love u and take care..

p/s: suppose last summer this year me and my bro wit couple of friends are going for a trip to some european countries but we cancelled it and postponed to next summer.hope to see u there.."

cmon cmon report writing.
stress nye, pakcik posmen where are you?