Lepaskan lah

dulu, bile die dgn kite, kite nak pergi jauh..kite jadi repulsive, kalo boleh nak end terus..

sekarang, bile die dah ade life sendiri, and kite still contact die as friends, the feeling became different.

die dah mcm get over kite..
die dah mcm happy dgn ape yg die go through aite now..die bahagie dgn ape yg die ade sekarang..

tapi agak hairan..
nape kite ade rase lain..kite rase tak happy bile tgk die dgn org lain
nape yer..
bukan ke kite ptt happy and glad ape yg kite tinggalkan dulu sekurang-kurang menjadi sesuatu yg lebih baik, biarpn bukan dgn kite..

lepaskan lah die..
die bukan lagi dgn mu..
get over her, get over urself, she is just ur history..

memory remains ..:)

p/s: kene ckp awl-awl yg post ini tiada kaitan dgn penulis ;)

Updates

i've been bz lately.
i just took the JPJ Driving License Test.
Yey!! passed it yeah! even tho the tester was cold, tapi die baik hati kerna kasi markah yg byk hikhik. thanks!
thanks to my sifu too. nnt saya kasi postcard yer:)
yeye, looking fwd to do tokyo drift after this haha..;p

btw, about the JPJ Test, i saw quite many things, i earned a lot apart from the test itself.
living in a small town in Perak taught me some valuable lessons too.

i had my last 2 days of driving lesson 2 days before the test. my test was on 8 sept.
so my sifu asked me to come as early as 730 am on the 8 sept for final 'touch'.

he gave me the car key. i was the 2nd person who reached the driving school haha..giler awl kn..
so i did my last practise before the test @ about 11am ( i was in the 2nd session)..
mase tgh buat parking tu , ade sorang pakcik yg pkai kemas tgh tgk aku practise. i wonder sape die. die ade tny aku sket2 psl parking tuh. oh..rupenyer die pn nk amek test aritu and die akan buat on the 1st session.

@ about 8am, makin ramai orang dtg..aku jadi tumpuan sebentar sbb orang lain sumer dtg ngn kwn rasenyer..aku je sorang2 kt parking tu..then sifu aku suruh drive n park kete tu kat satu tmpt ni..aku segan sket2..hikhik..
yeah. done. tggu nak diuji jer..

aku jumpe rmi kawan baru. nice la..sumer nyer friendly..
orang2 yg test on the 1st session pn start, hinggala tiba turn pakcik tuh. die failed. kesian lak tgk die..
rupenyer itu bkn 1st time die amek test tuh..die dh berumur..ade uban sket..
aish..mmg kesian..aku ngn new friends sedapkan ati die, suruh die sbr..n try btter next time..pakcik tuh ckp dh byk duit abes..:(

borak2 dgn new friends..sampaila tiba turn aku..berdebar gak babe..dahla orang2 yg 1st session sumer lalu kat kami yg 2nd session ni sengih2 je sbb dah passed..psiko sket hehe
sifu aku tak putus2 kasi smgt kat aku, terharu.
aku tau die kalo leh tanak aku fail sbb test bulan september ade sekali jer taun ni, the next test will be on october, lepas raye. confirm la aku tak smpt repeat kalo fail kali ni.

then bile turn aku, mmg agak psiko sbb tester aku agak cold orangnyer, aku cube senyum tapi senyum aku kelat. (haha ). he didnt smile at all.

done with jalanraya part, aku gumbire sbb tggl part parking and bukit jer.
mase tuh dah tghri. hari agak panas..
even tho aku dpt kete yg clutch die mcm weng sgt..aku handle baik2 clutch n minyak die..kete tu mmg plik..mase aku buat parking and all, aku doa supaya enjin tak mati jer.
alhamdulillah, aku passed sumer. yey!
tapi after kuar dari kete, aku bgtau kt sifu, kete tu problem sket..die remove and tgk2 kete tu..kesian la kan kt orang lain gak..

lepas dah settel isi some forms, i thanked my sifu. sobs sobs. then g buat P license..amek gmba and all..
bile on je hp, orang 1st yg text aku was my kakak tny lulus ke tak..yey! so happy nak reply mase tu hehe..
dah nak balik.
call abah nak balik. abah takder, hence aku balik sendiri la naik bus.

hati mmg seronot..
lagi 3 hari P license aku siap. yey!

so now, lets think the other way around..if aku failed.
tak tahu nak ckp cmne..sedih pasti la and kecewa plg penting..kecewa ngn diri sendiri sbb dah pnt2 belajar + dgn sunburn tp tak dpt make it..plus im goin back to UK lg 2 mnggu jer..takkan takder ape2 hasil nak bwk balik..then nak face family lagi..tak sanggup nk jwp ape kalo derang tny..

tapi alhamdulillah..
sumernyer ok..
:)

fuh!

TOO BZ

i never thought i'd be this bz. hehe..
no updates at all for the past few weeks.

i have been to malacca last week.
what a blast!

ah..too many to tell i guess =p

p/s: they happened spontaneously. =)

ok dudes, brb. =) daa..

The Journey

i just got back frm KL. giler byk kali sungguh aku g kl ..nges nges =p..

one thing yg still ade dlm mind aku is the journey to KL.

aku naik bus kol 4 ptg.
ptg tuh bus mcm tak penuh. aah tak penuh.
so aku duduk sorang. seat sebelah aku kosong.

after 10 mins berlepas, bus stopped kt satu tempat ni kejap. ade passenger nak naek dari citu.
a man. dlm 40-an.

tibe2 die dtg ke seat aku. mase tu aku tak dgr ape die ckp sbb dgr mp3.
tup tup die duduk sebelah aku. ops alamak. aku sungguh tak gemar. actually dlm bus aku lebih prefer single seat.

ergh..
tapi aku buat dunno jer..dgr mp3..lalalalala

then bus ni singgah satu lg main station.
meh aku gelarkn lelaki tu Pakcik.
Si pakcik tu turun. lame plak bus tuh stop kt station tuh. then nmpk si pakcik tu naek. die ade bli kan aku snacks.
and drink. bottled drink.

memule aku ckp no thanks. then die nk kasi gk.
aku amek jer la.
tp aku ltk tepi jer.
die ade kasi wafer gk. tp aku tolak baik2.

then bus pn meneruskan perjalanan ke KL.

aku byk diam je.
si pakcik la yg ade gk menegur aku tapi aku jrg dgr sbb tinger ku dah disumbat earphones.

then sbb takut si pakcik terasa, aku pn menyahut.
si pakcik mule borak2 ngn aku.
untuk selamat, aku hanya angguk2 kecil, tak pandang pn mate pakcik tuh. bahaye beb, borak2 ngn stranger and pandang mata, aku risau kes pukau jer..

die ade ckp pasal agama.
aku just amek yg betol. facts ttg agame yg betol aku angguk..
aku terasa nak curi2 pandang ke pakcik.
he was wearing tasbih kt leher die.
hurm..
then die ade ckp kt aku
"nak, zikir pakcik tak cukup lagi beberape ratus.."
aku senyum kelat.
(nape nak bagitau aku bende tuh?naper nk ckp kt orang ko dh zikir byk mane?)
adei..

then aku pandang ke luar tingkap..malas nk layan sgt..mase tu aku dah set in mind, if anything happened, aku akan bertindak. aku rase tak selesa. aku bergerak sket ke arah tingkap. aku mmg nekad takkan tido. aku pegang erat handbag aku.

then bus stop kt tapah kejap.
si pakcik turun.
die ade bli kn aku makanan lagi.
aku menolak. tapi die ltk foods tuh kat aku. aku pegang je makanan die kasi.

aku berharap bus tuh terbang so that aku cepat sampai KL.

nak dipendekkan ceriter, sampai je Jln Duta, aku tggu abg ipar kt dalam balai menunggu.
aku call a friend kejap.
aku still pegang foods yg si pakcik tuh kasi. si pakcik dah lame turun bus and hilang tah ke mana..

untuk langkah selamat, aku decided to just leave the foods instead of throwing it away .kalo buang ke tong smpah, obvious sgt plak .

then abg ipar smpai. alhamdulillah..

aku selamat smpai ke rumah kakak..the 1st thing aku carik was my cuddly baby-my niece..mmuachss =p..

why did i leave the foods instead of eating them?
sumer tuh untuk safety precautions..
even if die berniat baik nak kasi aku foods and all, tapi aku salu igt pesan mak aku, jgn lyn strangers, avoid talking to them.
aku pn dah dgr byk kes..pukau adalah salah satunyer..

biler aku balik semule ke Grik smlm, i told her about this.
as predicted, she looked worried. die ckp naseb baik aku tak di ape ape kn..

alhamdulillah..

The Funeral..

i was hungry while i was writing this.

i was so happy during the day.

my 3rd baju raye done. i mean, i sent it to the tailor. she said boleh siap in a few days. great!

the Proton people called me.
he said this week ade Proton techno week . he invited me to come.
happy sbb i tot after tak jadi buat internship kt proton sbb ade byk hal lain yg lebih penting, i akan lose contact ngn Proton tuh tapi encik tu call today. great.

happy sbb ade chat with a few friends.

happy sbb ade orang tu call me.

happy aper lagi yer..erm..

dude, i miss u lar. ergh..

tomorrow im going to kl.

yey

lalalala..

i dun wanna try cuz i know i wont get it

:(