What's Wrong?

what's wrong with my tummy ek?
i ate..forced myself to eat mcm biaser..ikut time..
tapi lately bgn pagi2 je mesti pedih.

before makan sakit (pedih) , lepas makan pun pedih lagi.
macam sekarang, saya makan biskut oat..igt nk heal..tapi pedih still.
most of the time when perut rase pedih saya perlu menahan nyer dgn menekan sedikit perut..tapi for how long la kan it would last..

any ideas peeps?


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MAAF..

saya rasa bersalah kepada adik saya. ini kerana saya tidak melayan permintaan beliau tadi. maafla kimi, tadi k lang ade kawan2 dtg rumah. ade sikit discussion. so kene spend time btol2 sementara mereka di rumah k lang.
permintaan kamu memerlukan sedikit penjelasan.
jika k lang sorang2 di rumah lain cerita..

jika kamu baca blog ini, buzz la k lang di YM. im waiting. lepas ni k lang explain sumer ape yg kimi nk tau.

maaf ya..jgn merajuk kerana nnt k lang belanja kamu ais krim. atau gula2

Kahwin

gambar hiasan

tajuk kontroversi kan. hehe..
bukan aper la..actually im getting bored with those frequently asked Q yg berbunyi: bile kau nk kawen plak?
turn aku biler?
then ade pulak juniors kt sheffield yg assume aku dah ade calon and tgh tggu mase je nak kawen..
hoho..smpi begitu sekali tanggapan orang terhadap daku ..
adik-adik..get to know me better la ok..then u will know hehe..

yerla..sekarang musim org berkawen / tunang kot.
contoh nya: sabtu ni ade senior nak kwen.
summer ni ade 2 wedding invitation from friends.
last week 2 of my cousins were getting engaged.
summer ni jugak ade sorang schoolmate yg nk deliver her first baby. my deskmate mase form 5 ok!haha..
and i heard a recent news saying that my KMS mate's wife baru pregnant.

and more surprising, my 'org terdekat' pn plan nk kawen this summer. i told him, do wut u think best for u. yg penting nnt aku jadi photographer and edit gmba die cantik2..haha..tapi aku pesan kat 'org terdekat' tuh, getting married is not a simple thing, ur gonna hold a lot of responsibilities.
he said, "ala..kawan orang ade je yg dh kawen and siap da nk ade baby"..
hurmm..i replied: " yerla..kawan kiter pn ader..siap ade yg dpt twins tapi one of the twins meninggal..besar dugaan tuh.."
i added:
"kite tak yah ikut org sgt..dan jgn compare dgn orang..derang boleh face bnde tuh sbb derang mampu..Allah tahu derang mampu face bile pregnant..anak meninggal..etc.."
"kite mungkin not selected utk di uji mcm tuh..Allah tahu kite tak mampu lagi ..mungkin mase kite belom sampai.."
then 'org terdekat' pn diam..tande setuju kot..


so no wonder la org asyik tny aku jer kan bile turn aku.
ala peeps, im just 23 la.
nanti2 la kawen.
dah jumpe calon and time yg seswai, i'll inform u guys ok..buat press conference ker..hehe..mesti i jemput to my wedding punyer..since korang ramai yg ade SLR, siler la jadi sukarela photographer yer =p

3 MINUTES

3 minutes given to me to write this post.

yeah my appetite dah kembali ke pangkuan jalan. sikit-sikit la..
today i had my lunch. okla..
fried kuetiaw with choc ice blended.
yummy!!!

then a bit stressful.
called omma and abah. i want to tell them i got butterflies in my perut. tapi tanak mereka risau.

just tel them i have paper tomorrow. doakan yer omma..appa..

hurmm 1 thing i want to point out here:
only people who know u and love u could understand u well.
they would be there for u, unconditionally.
you would feel safe..:)

*resting for a while*

Kurus Murus ku

exam=makan tak lalu.
bgn tdo bile fikir mahu makan ape aku jadi bingung dong. mau makan apa sih?
so i forced myself to eat.

smlm naseb baik ade org teman aku mkn sekali last nite. if sorang2 pasti tak makan.

aku mengalami masalah tidak selera makan la lately. currently watashiwa appetite ga arimasen ne. worried desu. watashiwa becoming more chisaii..
gohan to noodle to spagethi wa failed to seduced me.
*korang pandai2 la translate*

tgk nasi pn takde rase pepe.

order pizza pn ssh nak abes.

masak kuewtiaw pn mkn separuh pinggan jer.
fruits? yeah i got myself grapes tp sehari jer abes sbb i ate them for dinner. takkan ari2 nk makan grapes jer kan. kering pule poket nanti. lagipun nnt tak gumuks2 pulak.

aper nih?kalau omma tahu abes la aku. hinsh hinsh

bila kurang makan aku jadi kurus murus.

btw now is my lunch hour. makan skit jer mcm biaser.
risau neh..badan susut plak nnt. macam loya2 jer neh..doishte..?

pulang ke pangkuan kuarge in less than 3 weeks time.
happynyer.

*sambung belajar la baybes..*